I love my babyboyyy!

He is the best. Usually I have so much to say about him but right now my mind is kind of empty and I really don't know why. I miss him a lot because he lives so far away from me. I wanna see him like SOON! But that isn't going to happen and I already know.. so boohoo!

2 birthdays!

Happy birthday to my cousin Primo! & my auntie Connie! Today was funnnnnsies [= got home at 3 in the morning from esco cause it was hb's birthdaaaay! woke up with bestfriend then went to wings n thangs then went to go get some ice cream from rite aid. DOUBLE SCOOP FOR ONLY 99 CENTS! wootwoot :D then after thaaattt went home got ready showered jannah picked me up then we went to utc to buy a dress for my little cousins luar party on saturday.. then we went to the legacy pool to try and go swimming but there was too many guys there .. so we failed and went to get gas.. then picked up murtaza from andres house then jannah and murtaza took me home. then when i got home i cleaned my room .. then took a nap.. and noooooow.. im going to BARONAAAA! for aunts birthday<3 peaceasy<3 ;]

Depression STRiKES

Blaaaaaaaah, it;s already 11:16 p.m. and I still haven;t talked to him. Kind of crazy, but really? What can I do.. It;s not the same without him here in San Diego. Too bad his Step - Dad had to get stationed in Texas.. That;s nuts! I guess though he can;t do anything about it either. But it makes me sad that he doesn;t even wanna be with me anymore. I wanna be with him though but anyways it;s all goody. 032606<3

Migraines & Headaches..

SUCK BIG TIME! I GOT THEM FROM MY MOMMA. HERS ARE MAJOR ISSUES!

I M I S S Y O U.

Blaaaaaah, I guess last night was terrible becase we argue wayyyy too much that it hurts now. Boo. Anyways i'm soo tired but then I can't sleep. Yesterday was super duper boring all I did was stay home, didn't even step foot out of the house, also because it was hot. I miss mira mesa now because I figured that there's not much to do in Temecula and its like 10 degrees hotter. Not the business! Well now I don't even think that I have a boyfriend because he's being so dramatic about everything that's been happening to us lately. I think he's more of a girl than I am when it comes to our relationship. I wonder if he's getting tired of me or am I getting tired of him.. We've been together for like 3 years and 4 months ish. That's hella long! But I guess.. Anyways I think i'm going to try and go to sleep now. I have another damn headache and it's driving me insane =/ Goodnight<3